Writing Challenge Monday June 9

Monday June 9
You are looking down through the skylight as chefs prepared dinner for your ex's wedding.

Deer stew yuck! It is a good thing I didn't marry Peter.  We never really agreed on anything, and Venison at a wedding. Gross!  What? Do they think we live in the 1800? She has really bad taste in decor too. Brown and green are the wedding colors. I should have known that anyone that would cheat like that would be trashy. Of course they are trashy! It is hours away from the wedding and he calls me to say he misses me. He makes me a horrible person, someone that I don't like, and I don't want to become. Even though I think he is one of the loves of my life I will never trust him or do I think I could ever really feel self confident in that relationship.

Even though I am heartbroken, I know in my head that it is for the better.  If we were married he would cheat and lie to me our entire relationship and I would be a wreck the entire time. We would have children and I would be single and have kids to take care of by myself. Why do I pick such challenging people to love.  I am sure this wedding will not last, but NOT following him to the college of his choice was one of the best decisions I ever made.  Going my seperate way and trying my things were good for me. Being stuck in a loveless marriage would have been the end if me emotionally.

So looking down through the skylight I think that this is actually a perfect wedding. The two of them deserve each other and I deserve something better.  It is time to crawl off this building, put on my dancing boots, and go have fun with my friends. I can hear about the drama from this relationship later. I've got my own life to live and my own positive relationships to cultivate.